Is it just me, or are some people just meant to be alone?
I'ma I haven't read Henry David Thoreau's "Waldon" but I'm pretty familiar with it, and its themes. Man goes into the woods for 2 years, 2 months and 2 days…
Everyone is safe
Three weeks in, three weeks out. Longer now, but I wrote these words, longhand, after I'd been out of hospital three weeks. I'm typing them now, with today's point of…
Day 10 – October 10, 2018
The one where I meet a real Russian! BP: 124/60 My temperature is a little low. I woke up without a "wake up" knock because I didn't take any Seroquel…
Day 9 – October 9, 2018
The one where they teach us about self-compassion. Studies have shown that entrepreneurs become entrepreneurs because they want to. But, the ones who remain successful are those who are self-compassionate…
Day 7 – October 7, 2018 – Day 2 of *The Weekend*
I feel hungover. I can barely open my eyes. BP 120/70 No standing BP - it's high enough When I used to drink, I didn't really get hangovers, not that…
Day 5 – October 5 2018 with MUSIC and a Photo of Me
BP 100/80 Standing 110/80 Well, amazing what can happen in a few short minutes. This morning, I pulled down my holland blind; this is how I learn that they are…
Day 3 – October 3 2018
Morning BP 112/82 - Shit, this place is giving me high blood pressure. I go to the community meeting this morning hoping for something but it just ends up being…
Day 1 – October 1, 2018
Blood Pressure 92/68 She takes my blood pressure four times. I don’t want to tell my nurse not to be to worried, that my blood pressure is always low, but…
30 September 2018 – The Day I Tell My Parents
Before intake Only parts of my mother's house are still a shrine. Mostly I find little school photos, smaller than passport photos, tucked into the corners of photo frames around…
29 September 2018 – The day before
I'm at the nail place, the crappy one I swear I'll never go to again but here I am. I tell her I don't want any colour, that I'm going…