Is it just me, or are some people just meant to be alone?
I'ma I haven't read Henry David Thoreau's "Waldon" but I'm pretty familiar with it, and its themes. Man goes into the woods for 2 years, 2 months and 2 days…
Everyone is safe
Three weeks in, three weeks out. Longer now, but I wrote these words, longhand, after I'd been out of hospital three weeks. I'm typing them now, with today's point of…
Day 16 – October 16 2018
Didn't get my BP taken this morning. Waking up was hard enough. A nurse woke me at 8.10 to remind me to go and take my meds. They like to…
Day 6 – October 6 2018 *My First Weekend*
I've been thinking this morning about some of the group sessions, about values and goals. Values don't have steps or end dates - they might change over time but that's…
Day 5 – October 5 2018 with MUSIC and a Photo of Me
BP 100/80 Standing 110/80 Well, amazing what can happen in a few short minutes. This morning, I pulled down my holland blind; this is how I learn that they are…
Day 4 – October 4 2018
BP 110/80 - It seems to be pretty steady. I think it's all the water I'm drinking. They have asked to have a one on one with me so I'm…
Day 3 – October 3 2018
Morning BP 112/82 - Shit, this place is giving me high blood pressure. I go to the community meeting this morning hoping for something but it just ends up being…
Day 2 – PM – October 2, 2018
I accidentally took Seroquel at 3pm today. Let me explain: I had Valium at, let's say say 2pm. I then spend some time sobbing in public. I then spend more…
Day 2 – October 2, 2018
People who don't know what bi-polar means, or even bi-polar 2, for that matter, and just think of it as anxiety or a bit of OCD or being "on the…
29 September 2018 – The day before
I'm at the nail place, the crappy one I swear I'll never go to again but here I am. I tell her I don't want any colour, that I'm going…