What depression looks like for me
A day doesn’t go by when I’m not thinking about my feelings, my mood, my depression. Actually, it’s rare for an hour to go by when I’m not thinking about…
Everyone is safe
Three weeks in, three weeks out. Longer now, but I wrote these words, longhand, after I’d been out of hospital three weeks. I’m typing them now, with today’s point of…
Day 20 – October 20th 2018
I’m still living as a bit of a hermit, avoiding eye contact. The weekends are boring. No group sessions, so I spent today watching episodes of Episodes and LoLing out…
Day 18 – October 18, 2018
I promised myself that I would blog everyday while in here, even if it hurts, or it sucks. So, because I’m a little lost for words today (or I’ve become…
Day 17 – October 17 2018
The first half of today is brought to you by the live version of: https://youtubeembedcode.com/en http://promocode.com.ph/ Well this morning can just go and fuck itself…
Day 16 – October 16 2018
Didn’t get my BP taken this morning. Waking up was hard enough. A nurse woke me at 8.10 to remind me to go and take my meds. They like to…
Day 15 – October 15
BP 120/80 – How ordinary Questions for my shrink today: Why am I still here? What do you expect I will learn here? Do you know that nothing has changed…
Day 12 – October 12 2018 Dissociative
Dissociative Behaviour Disorder I learned from my shrink this morning that I may be suffering from this too. So many diagnoses at my age! It does describe perfectly how I…
Day 11 – October 11 2018
BP 105/70 They tell me to drink more water, all I hear is: “Drink more coffee.” We were talking last night about the good old days, when people with “mental…
Day 10 – October 10, 2018
The one where I meet a real Russian! BP: 124/60 My temperature is a little low. I woke up without a “wake up” knock because I didn’t take any Seroquel…