Day 12 – October 12 2018 Dissociative
Dissociative Behaviour Disorder I learned from my shrink this morning that I may be suffering from this too. So many diagnoses at my age! It does describe perfectly how I…
Day 11 – October 11 2018
BP 105/70 They tell me to drink more water, all I hear is: “Drink more coffee.” We were talking last night about the good old days, when people with “mental…
Day 10 – October 10, 2018
The one where I meet a real Russian! BP: 124/60 My temperature is a little low. I woke up without a “wake up” knock because I didn’t take any Seroquel…
Late night reading
It’s late; clearly my finest writing time. I see a lot of sadness here. There’s a drug and alcohol section but it’s separated from us, the regular depressives. But even…
Day 9 – October 9, 2018
The one where they teach us about self-compassion. Studies have shown that entrepreneurs become entrepreneurs because they want to. But, the ones who remain successful are those who are self-compassionate…
Day 8 – October 8 2018 – I wouldn’t bother reading this
I came back and went right to sleep after sending a long message to Jeff. They woke me up at nearly midnight to make me take my night meds. I…
Day 7 – October 7, 2018 – Day 2 of *The Weekend*
I feel hungover. I can barely open my eyes. BP 120/70 No standing BP – it’s high enough When I used to drink, I didn’t really get hangovers, not that…
Day 6 – October 6 2018 *My First Weekend*
I’ve been thinking this morning about some of the group sessions, about values and goals. Values don’t have steps or end dates – they might change over time but that’s…
Jeff and Genn got to see Jen Cloher at the Spiegeltent!
PM – My nurse didn’t talk to me all day and I didn’t get my evening BP checked. I told you he was a CUNT! However, there are things I’m…
Day 5 – October 5 2018 with MUSIC and a Photo of Me
BP 100/80 Standing 110/80 Well, amazing what can happen in a few short minutes. This morning, I pulled down my holland blind; this is how I learn that they are…