Everyone is safe
Three weeks in, three weeks out. Longer now, but I wrote these words, longhand, after I'd been out of hospital three weeks. I'm typing them now, with today's point of…
Day 20 – October 20th 2018
I'm still living as a bit of a hermit, avoiding eye contact. The weekends are boring. No group sessions, so I spent today watching episodes of Episodes and LoLing out…
Day 19 – October 19 2018
I admit it: I stopped wearing makeup around the end of week one. Not even mascara. When I look in the mirror, I see a vacancy. Nobody's home. My eyelashes…
Day 18 – October 18, 2018
I promised myself that I would blog everyday while in here, even if it hurts, or it sucks. So, because I'm a little lost for words today (or I've become…
Day 17 – October 17 2018
The first half of today is brought to you by the live version of: https://youtubeembedcode.com/en http://promocode.com.ph/ Well this morning can just go and fuck itself…
Day 16 – October 16 2018
Didn't get my BP taken this morning. Waking up was hard enough. A nurse woke me at 8.10 to remind me to go and take my meds. They like to…
Day 15 – October 15
BP 120/80 - How ordinary Questions for my shrink today: Why am I still here? What do you expect I will learn here? Do you know that nothing has changed…
Day 14 – October 14 2018
BP 128/70 I have a Sunday alone so I decide to do some work on my values. Here's what mine seem to be: Freedom Knowledge Communication I did some online…
Day 12 – October 12 2018 Dissociative
Dissociative Behaviour Disorder I learned from my shrink this morning that I may be suffering from this too. So many diagnoses at my age! It does describe perfectly how I…
Day 8 – October 8 2018 – I wouldn’t bother reading this
I came back and went right to sleep after sending a long message to Jeff. They woke me up at nearly midnight to make me take my night meds. I…